Ok, I'm just a tad confused. I have written a few entries, and a few were posted to "lindsayanng" and a few others were posted to "weddingplans" They went where I wanted to, but i dont understand why I can not post one entry to MY JOURNAL AND MY COMMUNITY. I mean, i wrote something and I want the people in the community to see it, but i also want it to be a part of my journal.

Can someone please help me with this???

My pets, every day fashion

I never get that deep emotional "thinking" urges and moods anymore. I guess i used to get them more when there was something else fueling them.. But since i havent had any fuel in quite some time, I guess I have to wait for these introspective moods to come by. And here one is, and it just so happened to be on the exact same night I figured out what Live Journal was. Hmm. Makes you think.

Well, I have a lot to think about.

I'm getting married. It's doesn't scare the hell outta me, but it might frustrate the hell out of me. I just DONT CARE WHAT FLOWERS LOOK LIKE! I dont care about invitations or response cards. I mean, people might hang the invitations on their fridge for some time, but why in the heck does the envelope for the response card have to be all fancy?! People probably don't even look to see if it's addressed and stamped anymore. So people get frustrated with me because they want me to be the decision maker, but THIS decision maker just doesn't care.

I got into a fight last night with my fiance. We were both stressed about getting the invitations done (we made them ourselves - STUPID). I was on the computer chatting to a friend and trying to find a good little quote or saying to put on these little cards that will be on every table. He saw that I was only chatting and doing nothing else, so he started yelling at me. After yelling at me for chatting, he started complaining about the cutting utensils I gave him to cut the response cards out of an 8 1/2" x 11" piece of paper. First the professional paper cutter was "a piece of crap" then the super expensive rotary cutter i gave to him to use was "useless and a waste of time. And of coarse it was all my fault. So i did what i could and went back to the computer to work and chat. He did some more complaining about how i use the computer too much (i do). So I vented to my internet friend about how he was driving me nuts with all the complaining tonight. Then we talked about other things for the rest of the time. I finished on the computer, but left the conversation up on the screen. The last thing that my friend said to me was "..and don't kill your fiance." Well, HE read this and was like, "why would this person say this?!" I jumped inbetween him and the computer and said "Well, you were driving me nuts with all the complaining and yelling about the computer" So he tried to read the conversation, and I really truely thought he was kinda joking about being serious in wanted to read the entire conversation. So I wouldn't let him read it and I closed out the program so he definitely couldn't see it. HE FREAKED OUT!! "What are you hiding from me? I dont need this shit! See, this is why i hate this internet stuff!"          what??     i only closed out the window because i was venting to someone and I didnt want my venting to piss him off.

Isn't the reason why people vent is to blow off steam without hurting other people. That is why you find a person who is not involved and tell them everything that is bothering you, then you go back the person you love, and forget all about the venting your just did. If I talked to him about everything I have ever wanted to vent about, I would be a nag.. And if i didn't vent, well, I would be a bitch. I tried to explain it to him, but he still doesnt get it. I wish he would. I love him so much. I mean, SOOO MUCH. he is absolutely my better half. I wish he KNEW i really felt that way. I can only say it so much, he needs to feel it.

So thanks for reading my little blog about engaged life, and lindsay's life.. Sorry if it's not too exciting, but I can gurantee it will be!

What in the WORLD do i do. I HATE, DESPISE, and LOATHE, sappy looong drawn out father daughter dances., or any dance that not everyone is involved it. I also hate that some of the more common father daughter dance songs have that creepy incest feel. I just dont like the whole thing. BUt i love my dad and I want to dance with him.

The theme of our wedding is 50's style with a little country and punk mixed in. We have SOO much cool stuff and ideas, and although it will be a pretty formal wedding, we want it to be fun more than anything. I am a musician so the music means more to me than anything!

The dance my fiance and I chose for our first dance is a song called "Sweet Little Thing" by a little band called LUCERO. Theyre a country punk band that does some great slow songs.
I WANT SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR MY FATHER DAUGHTER SONG!!

Please someone help me.

HERE IS OUR FIRST DANCE SONG
this way you know what we both like..

PLEASE HELP..